argh

WHAT THE... Alson just told me Joshua wanted to "break up" with me. No wonder he was so cold to me today. If he wants a "break up" the why couldnt he just come tell me himself than act like a typical guy break up by treating me coldly. That is SO typical of guys! Argh! I cant believe this!! For once I really truly believed he wasn't like any other guys and I TRUSTED HIM. This is bullshit. Bollocks. Whatever. Thats it man. I hate all guys. They're jerks. I'm trying damn hard now not to cry by trying to persuade Sherlyn` not to be sad over her dory. Dammit. Should have stood by what I said of giving up on love. Argh.